today im feeling entirely good with my night out with joshua.
i can wear what ever i love to wear, i can just sit down cig it, chill and enjoy human seeing.
WHICH I NEVER EXPECTED WOULD BE SO COOL.
we can like just sit there and chill at just a part of orchard and just BE HAPPY.
can just talk like everything is funny because of his joker pattern.
LOLOL.
and i dont understand why JOSHUA WHY U THINK THAT JAZZ AND HIPHOP MUSIC ARE SEXY WHEN U HEAR THEM? i never thought sexy would be a word for these genres. lolol.
im really glad to have such an ego friend like you. so we can like play punk tgt just 'disiaoing' other people.
DAD AND MOM ARE SOOOOO NICE. THEY ASK ME TO GO OUT MORE OFTEN AND MEET NICE GUYS! LOL. I NEVER THOUGHT ONE FINE DAY MY LOVELY PARENTS WOULD SAY THIS TO ME, BUT IT HAPPENED!
SWEET 21!! :D
and daddy was telling me to continue my driving liscense, and i was thinking.. SO I COULD PIMP THAT VAN TO MY HOT PINK ONE. SWEE AR.
Certified Hippie lippie? LOLOLOL.
huh. josh? passed anot me?
LOLOL.
I NEVER HAVE TO LIE WHERE I AM GOING OR WHATSOEVER. because mummy and daddy say they loveee me and would want me to be happy! i am so freaking touched.
and one of the best things happened. early morning and i was in my blue surgical mask, i saw mah SISTER came outta her office and piak a NICE ORANGE VITAMIN C FOR ME! CHEWABLE SOMEMORE LEH.
Soooooooo touched can. how many lovely things i received just in 5 days alrdy? my life is soooo much better now, i cant imagine how blinded i was. to think i keep thinking i have to change to be happy.
guess what?
PEOPLE LOVE ME THOUGH I AM SICK, PEOPLE LOVE ME THOUGH I WEAR JUST WHAT I THINK IS COOL. PEOPLE LOVE ME JUST BECAUSE I LOVE MYSELF MORE.
I am so into myself. i guess the word is NARCISSISM.
