i had a happy 21st birthday party.
it was awesome.
my loves were there.
family were there.
i am happy that noone asked about him,
i know my parents did alot to make me shun away from anyone saying his name.
but really, it didnt matter.
what matters is that i felt happy every bit on that 3 days and 3 nights!
thanks to all who turned out! (:(:(:
i am happy and thankful for each and every of your presence.
life had changed completely.
and it is going through a crossroad phrase.
being enlightened is so real, my veins are running in impulse.
i can feel my pulse rate, it leads to a blush on my cheeks (:
TOMORROW SHALL BE THE FIRST DAY I ENTER MY VISION,
MAKE DREAMS TURN REALITY.
I WANT TO PROVE MYSELF TO MYSELF.
I AM NOT THE SANDRA I USED TO BE ANYMORE.
I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH,
I MAY BANG MY HEADS ON THE WALLS,
PEOPLE MAY THINK I AM CRAZY,
LIFE MAY GO UPSET,
but i will constantly know, I AM WHO I WANT MYSELF TO BE.
NOT YOU, YOU, NOR YOU to invade.
(:
i will go with my scheduling so very soon.
and i am so craving for partehing with my girlfriend! ):
